Eternal Bliss...

I know what i need to do
Just not for the sake of material things which we do.

Life is much more than gadgets and worldly attractions
All we need to do is find soemthing worthfull which may help us to lead towards perfection.

Still puzzled what made me write this enormous line?
It's just me from within who wants to make every moment to be lively and fine.

It'ss not about the happines we look around for ourselves to fit in
I wonder why it takes time to realise when you know it actually lies within.

I knw you would laugh on it after reading
I dont give a damn as i knw my patience is increasing.

You are a gentle frnd of mine,leading life of calmness and serene
I thankyou for sharing it,coz you added a missing seed of patience in me!

A subtle thought of divinity peacefully conditioned my inner state
Now, i know i am marching onto the road ,under the guidance of the Divine grace!!

L!FE Folds and then Unfolds!

13th February 2013...

Another year passed by , alot of things happened , some pleasing some annoying , well, thats part and parcel of life, some things are inevitable such as Change!
New acquintances , New people , some stay back ; some come for a purpose in life and once its done they disappear and become a chapter of our life.
When i see the footsteps which we have walked along, it makes me wonder how good some moments were , how were we when things went wrong and also, when actually things were on right tracks.It's taught me differnt traits about my ownself, we never realise we happen to create impact on few lives. Yes! I am talking about valuing relationships, Few incidents have brought reality in front of me that Life Goes On! And i realise everything we do affects people around us, specially the ones who care and love us! you go sad , they go sad, you are happy they forget their worries and see you as an example and move on with their lives .How starnge ! We inspire people in our own ways and never know how important our actions becomes for them !

December 2012 was a tough time , had been fiddling with my own problems , didn't realise how many lives are getting affected by it , when one fine day a good friend of mine actually told me just one sentence "Adi! Please dont ever let that smile go off from your face, you are the reason for few of us to carry that energy all day long and if you become sad we feel there's fun, energy and purpose of living like a butterfly missing from our Lives too! " When i heard this , i felt i had never spoken anything with Him about my life, pretending things are going great at my end, but they noticed my behavioural aspects, my silence and the faded smile.

That's when i realised and promised myself no matter what,we chose to be in situations and its only me who can help to get out of it.I did it! Now, everytime when things don't go my way i just tell myself : Adi, its just a bend not an End, life is long, we are meant to touch few lives, few souls bring life in things , move on with the same lion-heart courage , passion of doing things and LOVE in every action .Make an impact , become living examples , change yourself for Good and keep doing whats good for evreyone!

Very important :
Every moment we change , actions and words are under our control.Make an impact by your character , your actions.Be bold, brave , strong and create your own ideas, let not anything affect or injure your hearts , there is always some part inside you which is untouched! only you can dive within and enlighten it .Its never too late to make a start, drop all filters about people, their actions and never hold on to something that has happened in the PAST. Life is short , love yourself , Love everyone ,value people, take care of them.Achieve your dreams, let the fire within you not diminish , always aim for the highest.Trust me! life gives many chances grab it , make the most of it! 

C@rrY On....

Time to experiment or Time to save
People say i shouldnt be late
Decide ur career now or ul land up no where
Tell me how shall i continue,when nothing gives me the best of what i can do.
finally decided to carry on with the search of my liking field
Hope to see myself someday on the top of the ladder smiling and saying good i chose what i always wanted to be.

DONT USE SONGS.PK, CREATED BY PAKISTANI HACKERS PERFORMING VULNERABLE ACTIVITIES...

Anti-India elements in Pakistan are planning to attack Indian computer networks, intelligence agencies have warned.

Pakistani hackers are trying out a dry run by hacking popular websites registered there, home ministry sources said on Tuesday.

"Every time the relations between the two countries dampen, Pakistanis start attacking Indian computer networks and this has increased after the Mumbai terror attacks [" a home ministry source said.

Pakistani hackers have created websites such as the www.songs.pk, which are infested with software to hack data from the targeted computers, it said.

"The website www.songs.pk has over 12 lakh Indian users who are downloading stuff from these websites daily," said a cyber expert in the ministry.

With these websites being highly popular, it will take only a few minutes for the hackers to take command of over 12 lakh computers in few minutes and the number of such computers can multiply in every minute, sources said.

"Instead of the existing less harmful virus, new ones such as Botnet and Zoombie can be easily released into the Indian computers, which later on replicate and make the entire server vulnerable," the expert said.

"Nowadays new virus and worms are detected while downloading songs from these websites, which could be just a dry run to manage a bigger attack," he said.

Indian government's websites have proved to be vulnerable in the past.

"Most of the time, these cases are not reported as the server is based in Pakistan and we cannot do anything in this regard," the expert said.

The anti-virus software, too, cannot work in such situation as the virus used in such cyber wars are usually new and the anti-virus software cannot identity and detect it, he said.

"If anti-virus software cannot identify the signature of the virus coming through Internet, it will not detect it and as a result the virus will be downloaded in the computer in spite of such software available in the network," the expert added.

My new love "BROWNIE"

Hezz so cute!! light brown shade like a soft toy, wow! i love playing with him..YES m talking about little brownie belongs to the LABRADOR family just 15 days old and is a new member in 2 families...sounds strange nah! but yes its true ....My friend bought it after choosing it from 7-8 breeds and since he didnt know how to take care of it..i took a step fwd and gave my helping hand to him..and since yesterday hez at my place ...i have fallen in love with him...it seems even hez enjoying our company and i wish to keep him for the rest of my life but nope!! not possible my sweetheart ,my youngest brother "PLUTO" whoz a german spitz doesnt like this new member so we have decided to keep him only on weekends and rest of the days he will be at my frndz place...m so glad and ecstatic about it..In distant future i expect pluto and brownie to play toge and live happily with eachother like good siblings...may god wish them long, happy and peacefull life filled with loads and loads of love.....love u 2......muahhhhhhh

The rejected top......

Its feels so good when you are appreciated for choosing a cheetah designed balloon top which at that moment looks fabulous on you, but the moment you reach home and show it to ur mom and bro they say "hey dats so dull,couldnt u find sommthing better.lolzz i guess u should go for better colours sum dark shades or bright and good ones"....ufff....DAMN!! it took me nearly half n hr to decide whether it should be bought or nt and a aftr the positive appraisal from my frnd and the shopkeeper i finally bought it .... GOD!! its so hectic now to go bak 20 kms on my mopid to simply return it also if i tend to keep it i know i wont be able to wear it happily thinking yuk!! nobody liked it what m i wearning it for....now waiting for tomo to come so that can actually go back and get a better one this time...i think il go for white, hmmmm or else purple....else ...oh !! again i need some advise!!....hope this time everybody likes it...

9/11 ....8 YeArS DwN ThE LiNe.....

The collapse of the world trade center is still fresh in our hearts.....still cursing the bombers ,attackers.....bt what happened after that....its 8 years now ....has things changed ...nope!! i dont think so , every country lives with the fear that this can happen with them also.....they also have the fire within them to fight against the terrorism....how ?? gt to think on it and take a step.....
After the attack things changed enormously ,it has given birth to rasicm..asians were treated horribly.Numerous incidents of mental and physical harassment were reported against Middle Easterners and other Eastern-looking people in the days following the 9/11 attacks.,which in itself created a feeling of hatred for the people out there.The individuals were suspected of having al-Qaeda ties,they refused to stay back and decided to move out...now i ask y?? Why this has to happen ....after seeing New york!!(the movie) i actually felt boy!! that was miserable ...pathetic conditions arrived.....normal daily-routine lyf was disturbed, all screwed up..only paradigm of fear existed....
Hats off to the brave ones who survived to live with this inhuman behaviour,and are living their lives happily trying to come over it.....

just came up like that......

Its not easy to be in a relationship. Its especially difficult when one feels that the other does not understand their feelings or hear what they are saying. Loving another is accepting them even when you see their faults....Life is all about learning and making the best of it.. Any anger and resentment you have will linger until you are able to forgive them. I know that is easier said than done but, forgiveness is given so that you can empty your heart of any negative emotions. Negative emotions that will affect you emotionally, spiritually, mentally and physically if you hold on to them.

Until you can let go of old resentments, you have nothing to offer in relationships. So, drop the “baggage” and get on with your life.

My 5th grade poetry...

Up uP In ThE kInGdOm Of sKy ,
tHe PrEeTy bIrDs ThAt fLy ,
SiNgInG iN tHeIr OwN wAy ,
sAyInG ByE bYe..........

EXPECT@T!ON$

Why does everyone think n carry the attitude which says "I DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM LIFE NEITHER FROM ANYONE !!" that's bullshit..coz everybody does and so do i .. I realized it long time back but refuse to accept it!

It is interesting how right from the second you encounter someone your expectations begin. You see and anticipate how they will be and at times you can find yourself often disappointed by your own expectations of people and life. All of us want to be properly treated,to be observed,to be recognized but somewhere lies this feeling of negligence,distrust n then sadness is all around coz the result did not live up to expectations. why ?? h0w to get rid of this ??
i wish i can find an answer for this , and if anybody does know then plzzzzzz let me know...

Dreams!!

hmm....i keep getting strange dreams every night some are worth mentioning,some are not..lolsss..so, do you dream?? or do you actually live your dream?? where do you see yourself in next 5,10 years?? hey!! if you are not living it then you are missing alot..watch What dreams may come! its a good blend of love,faith,and hope and above all its based on DREAMS

You’ve got to have a dream,
if you don’t have a dream,
how you gonna make a dream come true?

Dreams give us our most important ability to grow and reach beyond ourselves. Dreams inspire - giving us the power to move mountains, to bring change to our lives. The most important advances in this world are discovered through dreams. Most of the remarkable breakthroughs in history started with a dream.

We all have dreams. Its the best thing which binds u to your wishes, Every morning u wake up with a broad smile on your face n say to yourself "dude!! u have to make it!!no matter what it takes, go!! achieve it!!",and thats how i started living my dream even though it changed many a times! :O

Like its been truly said “Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”

I mean those dreams that started in childhood. The early ones, full of wonder, hope, curiosity. The ones that left a sparkle in your eye when you thought about them.some were flawless ,some were craggy,some inspired me,some horrified me but still the crave to achieve it ,to make it didn't diminish!!

For some, if not most, those dreams eventually disappear as you get older, and things change. Your desires, your friends, your family,you yourself.

I remember being in 2nd Grade and having to create some tulsi-neem herbal medicines myself as what I thought I would be in the future. I was going to be a doctor. I even remember giving them to my frndz with full confidence and say- dude chill!! take it! i am sure you'll b fine in next 2 days!!. I can picture those days as if it were in front of me now.

I did not become a doctor. That dream disappeared over time. And then came a new one-To be a Fashion designer,coz i was really good in arts(and still i am:)),i always wanted to couture my fantasies, and the day i thought of making the astronaut suit my dream changed the track and now i really really wanted to be the one who would wear it! yup!! now i wanted to be an Astronaut!! Completely freaked out by the crazy ideas of what il do when i land on mars,moon etc,how my spaceship would be ,what will i eat when i leave earth!will aliens be friendly with me,will they give me good food!!etc etc what not i thought about..was i a crackpot or a crack-brained person!!.ufff.... i even dreamed of conquering the kingdom of aliens..woooo!! they had awesome structures,their mansions were toooo good!!huh ...i still hope to achieve it sometime later.

Then there are the late teenage dreams. Of love, lust, happy ever after, adoration and together forever. And all the rainbows and smiley faces that go with it. Being a convivial girl i wish to have everything that i see or feel; like a car,plane,my own kingdom,being a dictator,a warrier,a spartan(it reflects how much i love the ancient roman and Greek culture) and a.... whatever it is your dream had in it. Its still a dream.
“And The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.”

Mixed in there somewhere are dreams of what you will become, what your future will hold for you. Go to college or not. Do some kind of training or not. Become a Wall Street trader, a Lawyer, a manager of the local Burger King or an Engineer ! like i wish to touch the sky.. yes!! i want to be an INDIAN AIR FORCE FIGHTER PILOT,may be in due course il achieve it. So whatever path you chose.But even then, there will be more n more dreams. Once you find your path, and yourself, the dream will turn or blossom into reality. And then we'll say :"The reality became the dream."

Not to forget: “Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.”

BOREDOM

boredom-makes a person lame n sad...all day long with a bull-dog face nothing to do only surf n play(online games).
Feels as if theres no lyf n i am all lost in this sick place .

I sat idle, with nothing to do
locked up inside, bcoz of swine flu
everything feels so dull


no, not even random thoughts venture in my mind,
reminiscing the bygone days left behind,
while trudging through the lull


it feels so empty, like a feelingless pain,
I want to break free, its driving me insane,
clean up the air, pull me out,
I want to feel alive, breathe under the open sky.

@D!T!- L!TTLE DEV!L

She is my friend's friend,
we met only once,
I like her bubbly nature,
her enthusiasm to chat with me,
we just started to chat,
and I didn't have to think,
with every next word I typed,
I felt better within myself,
I told her things I didn't plan to,
she responded in a way I didn't expect,

I was afraid I would get addicted,
that I would miss her the next day,
I did miss her but not as addiction,
I look forward to chat with her,
I get a good night sleep after that.


By Abhishek Sainani